I'm feeling...overstimulated while I sit in a meeting where the commandment to "love one another" is being discussed. But this discussion is actually not feeling all that loving. Everyone just keeps talking about judging judging judging and "people judge and lecture and how dare they when they don't know anything"...I just hear all this negativity and judgment and defensiveness. It's making me feel nausea.
This world is exhausting. Sometimes I feel like I don't even know what to do...I feel irritation at all things wordly. The entertainment world that gives power to sex and the female form...and then women get hurt and then angry and in an effort to 'take back control', they decide to do what men do and really just end up dishonoring themselves and create more problems than they started with. And men see their behavior as permission to keep doing the same or worse and it's just a downward spiral of society and relationships and misery. This world that obsesses about making everything as unnatural as possible...unrealistic expectations...and we're left with anxiety becauase we have been set up to fail. Sexual jokes, sexual clothing, innuendo...rationalizing.
But hey...I guess I'm just judgmental. How dare I raise a voice to stop the garbage in this world at the fear of sounding judgmental. How dare I cry out for the pain and misery to stop. How dare I try to reach out in this societal cycle of self-destruct. I ought to be more "loving".
This world is exhausting. Sometimes I feel like I don't even know what to do...I feel irritation at all things wordly. The entertainment world that gives power to sex and the female form...and then women get hurt and then angry and in an effort to 'take back control', they decide to do what men do and really just end up dishonoring themselves and create more problems than they started with. And men see their behavior as permission to keep doing the same or worse and it's just a downward spiral of society and relationships and misery. This world that obsesses about making everything as unnatural as possible...unrealistic expectations...and we're left with anxiety becauase we have been set up to fail. Sexual jokes, sexual clothing, innuendo...rationalizing.
But hey...I guess I'm just judgmental. How dare I raise a voice to stop the garbage in this world at the fear of sounding judgmental. How dare I cry out for the pain and misery to stop. How dare I try to reach out in this societal cycle of self-destruct. I ought to be more "loving".
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